Not so 4th of July

So it's the 4th of July and it doesn't feel like it really. Last night we had a grill on my balcony. I was preoccupied. Too much to think about. Too much to sit and wait around for.

Last week was a really good week. I was surrounded by supportive people. I wasn't so isolated. So it was good. Not to mention the amazing views and the sun that actually tans.

As always, this phrase is repeating itself...
"It's not the place, but the people in the place."

Back to the same old... ignoring it all and leaving it to silence.